Sarah's DR - Episode 3

[Sarah Hrejsa]

So, this week has been bittersweet. We lost immunity but Nathan won HOH and put up Diane and April as expected. The Veto took almost an hour for me. It only took Nathan like 43 minutes so I feel like I am never going to win a comp in this game. Especially against Seb, Sheila or Nathan.

Seb revealed that he knows all three of the powers were claimed and that he knows about the HOH Deflect power. Turns out Chris told him but gave him the incorrect info about that power. He told Seb I have it and that I can use it on anyone who nominates me up until final 9.

I confronted Chris (convo is posted under the topic "Chris you're an asshole") and he said he did it for "us." Well, that may be true but I would rather him not going around giving out information that I was the obvious source of. I know Sheila knows I told him. She isn't going to trust me now and I really needed her to. She is a strong player and she'll take me out eventually - sooner if she doesn't trust me.

So today I talked to Chris again and told him I was still not sure if what I told him would go somewhere else and he just said he didn't care if I told him anything and he would play the game alone. So......he's being a jerk and I could care less if he wants to play the game alone at this point but I don't want him using that information against me now. Especially when he does nothing towards his social game. I'm not about to let him screw me over now. I'm going to talk to him and make him think I trust him and I'll take him out when I think I need to. I'll just hold back what I don't want spread to Seb or anyone else.

This day sucks btw.

[Sarah Hrejsa]

Buffy Zanzibar (1:25:10 PM): so if I tell you something are you going to tell Seb?
"Chris K" (1:25:20 PM): not if you tell me not to
Buffy Zanzibar (1:25:49 PM): I have to do that with everything now?
"Chris K" (1:26:39 PM): nope
Buffy Zanzibar (1:29:16 PM): ok
"Chris K" (1:29:37 PM): i wont say anything
Buffy Zanzibar (1:37:39 PM): it's probably nothing you couldn't figure out
Buffy Zanzibar (1:37:43 PM): but I'm talking to Parker
Buffy Zanzibar (1:38:08 PM): and we were discussing noms if we won hoh - he said he would put you and seb up since he hasn't spoken to you
"Chris K" (1:38:40 PM): ok
Buffy Zanzibar (1:55:50 PM): who would you want out if one of us won hoh?
"Chris K" (1:56:03 PM): if me or you won?
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:07 PM): yes
"Chris K" (1:56:10 PM): sheila
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:16 PM): she won't be in our house
"Chris K" (1:56:25 PM): lol
"Chris K" (1:56:28 PM): so i take it im getting sent over
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:32 PM): no
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:34 PM): I am
"Chris K" (1:56:43 PM): and seb is sending sheila over?
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:46 PM): yes
"Chris K" (1:56:49 PM): why?
Buffy Zanzibar (1:56:59 PM): dont go to talk him out of it
Buffy Zanzibar (1:57:30 PM): because he's going to send her
"Chris K" (1:57:34 PM): why?
Buffy Zanzibar (1:57:40 PM): she asked him
"Chris K" (1:57:51 PM): thats fucking retarded
"Chris K" (1:58:46 PM): how fucking stupid is that kid
Buffy Zanzibar (1:59:29 PM): he made a deal
Buffy Zanzibar (1:59:39 PM): I am supposed to send him back next time
"Chris K" (1:59:51 PM): send who back?
Buffy Zanzibar (1:59:53 PM): Seb
"Chris K" (2:00:07 PM): so is this a gameplan to get seb out?
Buffy Zanzibar (2:00:20 PM): idk would you try to oppose one?
"Chris K" (2:00:22 PM): we lose immunity, one of us wins HOH and gets eb out?
"Chris K" (2:00:40 PM): i just wanna know whats going on so i dont piss anyone else off
Buffy Zanzibar (2:01:01 PM): anyone else?
"Chris K" (2:01:18 PM): yeah, other than you, sheila and probably ev
Buffy Zanzibar (2:01:50 PM): I'm just feeling cautious now
"Chris K" (2:02:00 PM): with me?
Buffy Zanzibar (2:02:23 PM): I have no idea what you're going to do yeah
"Chris K" (2:02:39 PM): well fine, then dont tell me shit, i dont give a fuck
"Chris K" (2:02:45 PM): ive played plenty of games on my own
Buffy Zanzibar (2:02:51 PM): okay
"Chris K" (2:02:51 PM): i can do it again

[Sarah Hrejsa]

So we're talking game again but he wants me to do something I don't want to do...and that is get Seb to keep Sheila over here by telling him that Sheila is going to backstab him. I know Seb will run and confront Sheila so I don't think that's a great idea. If Chris wants to throw that out fine, everyone is expecting him to do this shit now, I guess. But I don't really want to give her a reason to nominate me just yet. :-P