Post by Sarah Hrejsa on Apr 9, 2009 2:03:52 GMT -5
Nathan Losing this ally makes me the saddest.
"Evan/Nathan" (8:42:27 PM): hey
Buffy Zanzibar (8:42:34 PM): hey
"Evan/Nathan" (8:42:43 PM): so has this all been a charade?
Buffy Zanzibar (8:42:50 PM): no
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:23 PM): I figured that you and Sheila were F2 and I also felt that Daniele, Dustin were very close to her - and I kind of felt on the outside of that - so I decided to take a chance to try to get her out
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:47 PM): I know you will put me up - I expect it - but honestly I did want to work with you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:55 PM): I just feel like she's going to win everything and win the game
Buffy Zanzibar (8:45:03 PM): I just decided to take a risk - that's it
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:13 PM): lol we don't have a F2... YOU were her number 1 ally
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:23 PM): i expected the two of you to do something like this to me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:45:34 PM): no way lol
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:38 PM): im just shocked
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:43 PM): like you played me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:46:31 PM): I'm sorry - I didn't try to play you but I did think you were F2
Buffy Zanzibar (8:46:59 PM): I meant it that I wanted to work with you - but when I talk to you you don't say very much
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:09 PM): I had a hard time gauging if you really felt I was your ally
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:18 PM): and I didn't know if you trusted me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:23 PM): I knew she'd hate me for this
"Evan/Nathan" (8:47:26 PM): welp... i did
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:30 PM): okay
"Evan/Nathan" (8:47:45 PM): it just doesnt even make sense to me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:03 PM): why?
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:29 PM): because you really thought it would be that easy to get her out?
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:36 PM): lol no
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:39 PM): and now you have the biggest challenge threat on your ass
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:41 PM): I knew it was a huge risk
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:55 PM): i mean... like you were sitting pretty
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:10 PM): yes for F4, F5, F6 maybe....
"Evan/Nathan" (8:49:10 PM): if ever anyone else won hoh... me and her would be targets over you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:15 PM): I could be her shield again
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:18 PM): like last BB game
Buffy Zanzibar (8:50:12 PM): it was risky - but I honestly decided that it was a game and I decided to play it like one
Buffy Zanzibar (8:50:18 PM): I would probably have made jury
"Evan/Nathan" (8:50:54 PM): welp you made your choice i guess... there's always veto
Buffy Zanzibar (8:51:03 PM): okay
Buffy Zanzibar (8:51:59 PM): well, I am sure you will win that too but yeah, there's always veto lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:52:26 PM): no matter what happens - it wasn't personal
Buffy Zanzibar (8:52:28 PM): not to me
"Evan/Nathan" (8:53:17 PM): yeah i believe you, i don't take these games personally and i understand not every decision is made on feelings
"Evan/Nathan" (8:53:23 PM): something seb doesnt understand...
Buffy Zanzibar (8:53:41 PM): I get that - you seem level-headed
Buffy Zanzibar (8:54:20 PM): and you also seem like the type of person who doesn't trust after they feel they have been betrayed and I know you feel you have been
Buffy Zanzibar (8:54:26 PM): but I knew you would never want her out
"Evan/Nathan" (8:54:57 PM): lol i dont get why everyone thinks we had a F2 and are sooooo close
"Evan/Nathan" (8:54:58 PM): but fine
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:17 PM): idk I guess because of all people she chose to share the safe into with it was you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:25 PM): *info
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:38 PM): and idk just a feeling
"Evan/Nathan" (8:55:43 PM): well she knows i know how to keep my mouth shut
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:49 PM): lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:52 PM): I see that too
"Evan/Nathan" (8:56:05 PM): up until that point we definitely weren't aligned at all
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:16 PM): the sad thing is I really did want to work with you - I was honest about that
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:37 PM): up until the point of the power?
"Evan/Nathan" (8:56:52 PM): yeah up until the point when she let me in on everything
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:57 PM): ah
"Evan/Nathan" (8:57:03 PM): we don't have the best past really
"Evan/Nathan" (8:57:10 PM): i was kind of surprised
Buffy Zanzibar (8:57:51 PM): I had no idea - it's such a guessing game trying to figure out who is close, who has a past, if that matters
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:24 PM): I never play like this - it is completely out of character for me to do something this risky lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:46 PM): in fact it took me all last night and all day to decide whether I would or not - I almost didn't
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:56 PM): I didn't vote until the last possible minute
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:40 PM): idk it was a little crazy but if it worked then I felt like it would be a little more of an even playing field
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:44 PM): she rocks comps
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:51 PM): and good for her
"Evan/Nathan" (8:59:53 PM): well yeah at least you made things interesting
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:57 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (8:59:58 PM): it was getting too easy
Buffy Zanzibar (9:00:23 PM): yeah well I'm sure it still will be lol
Buffy Zanzibar (9:02:09 PM): I'm bummed but he can yell at me all he wants - I'm okay with what I did and it's still just a game
Buffy Zanzibar (9:02:21 PM): at least if I'm out before jury I can avoid my usual #9 spot
"Evan/Nathan" (9:02:52 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:03:03 PM): way to look on the bright side
Buffy Zanzibar (9:03:07 PM): haha
Buffy Zanzibar (9:03:09 PM): well I try
Buffy Zanzibar (9:17:53 PM): so I hope this doesn't effect any relationship we may have outside this game - I was enjoying getting to know you
"Evan/Nathan" (9:18:08 PM): oh totally
Buffy Zanzibar (9:18:12 PM): cool
"Evan/Nathan" (9:18:13 PM): don't worry about that
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:09 PM): lol after the game you'll see my DR from last night - I was up hashing out and rehashing scenarios - I even made charts of what I thought could happen
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:18 PM): such an overthinker
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:24 PM): so I decided to just go for it lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:27:08 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:27:13 PM): i can overthink too
Buffy Zanzibar (9:28:19 PM): also I thought you and Sheila were questioning me anyway so I thought I was going to be out soon enough
Buffy Zanzibar (9:28:31 PM): I have to go watch idol results - ttyl
"Evan/Nathan" (9:28:49 PM): well i was a bit... but not to that degree
"Evan/Nathan" (9:28:59 PM): k, enjoy
Buffy Zanzibar (10:17:45 PM): care to tell me to what degree?
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:11 PM): i was just wary of you and chris being too close
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:19 PM): so like.. i would have tried to get him out
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:20 PM): not you
Buffy Zanzibar (10:18:33 PM): well I figured that with us hosting superiority that would be the assumption
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:44 PM): and the fact that you told him everything
Buffy Zanzibar (10:19:10 PM): lol well Seb has a big mouth - but we knew that
"Evan/Nathan" (10:26:23 PM): i think you are the one with the big mouth lol...
"Evan/Nathan" (10:26:39 PM): and chris for that matter
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:41 PM):
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:10 PM): Touché
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:22 PM): stupid underlining
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:31 PM): and yeah I didn't think he'd tell seb
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:49 PM): I actually didn't believe it at first
Buffy Zanzibar (10:30:18 PM): but obviously I have a big mouth since I am blathering on and on right now
"Evan/Nathan" (10:30:42 PM): it's okay
Buffy Zanzibar (10:30:52 PM): lol of course it is
Buffy Zanzibar (10:31:17 PM): it's more the wine talking
Buffy Zanzibar (10:31:23 PM): I needed it a lot tonight lol
"Evan/Nathan" (10:31:32 PM): hahaha atta girl
"Evan/Nathan" (10:40:34 PM): alright im gonna go to bed
"Evan/Nathan" (10:40:39 PM): cya laterr
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:47 PM): okay
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:50 PM): have a good night
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:57 PM): and I hope you do bad in the pov
"Evan/Nathan" (10:41:05 PM): right back atcha
Buffy Zanzibar (10:41:08 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (8:42:27 PM): hey
Buffy Zanzibar (8:42:34 PM): hey
"Evan/Nathan" (8:42:43 PM): so has this all been a charade?
Buffy Zanzibar (8:42:50 PM): no
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:23 PM): I figured that you and Sheila were F2 and I also felt that Daniele, Dustin were very close to her - and I kind of felt on the outside of that - so I decided to take a chance to try to get her out
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:47 PM): I know you will put me up - I expect it - but honestly I did want to work with you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:44:55 PM): I just feel like she's going to win everything and win the game
Buffy Zanzibar (8:45:03 PM): I just decided to take a risk - that's it
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:13 PM): lol we don't have a F2... YOU were her number 1 ally
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:23 PM): i expected the two of you to do something like this to me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:45:34 PM): no way lol
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:38 PM): im just shocked
"Evan/Nathan" (8:45:43 PM): like you played me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:46:31 PM): I'm sorry - I didn't try to play you but I did think you were F2
Buffy Zanzibar (8:46:59 PM): I meant it that I wanted to work with you - but when I talk to you you don't say very much
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:09 PM): I had a hard time gauging if you really felt I was your ally
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:18 PM): and I didn't know if you trusted me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:23 PM): I knew she'd hate me for this
"Evan/Nathan" (8:47:26 PM): welp... i did
Buffy Zanzibar (8:47:30 PM): okay
"Evan/Nathan" (8:47:45 PM): it just doesnt even make sense to me
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:03 PM): why?
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:29 PM): because you really thought it would be that easy to get her out?
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:36 PM): lol no
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:39 PM): and now you have the biggest challenge threat on your ass
Buffy Zanzibar (8:48:41 PM): I knew it was a huge risk
"Evan/Nathan" (8:48:55 PM): i mean... like you were sitting pretty
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:10 PM): yes for F4, F5, F6 maybe....
"Evan/Nathan" (8:49:10 PM): if ever anyone else won hoh... me and her would be targets over you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:15 PM): I could be her shield again
Buffy Zanzibar (8:49:18 PM): like last BB game
Buffy Zanzibar (8:50:12 PM): it was risky - but I honestly decided that it was a game and I decided to play it like one
Buffy Zanzibar (8:50:18 PM): I would probably have made jury
"Evan/Nathan" (8:50:54 PM): welp you made your choice i guess... there's always veto
Buffy Zanzibar (8:51:03 PM): okay
Buffy Zanzibar (8:51:59 PM): well, I am sure you will win that too but yeah, there's always veto lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:52:26 PM): no matter what happens - it wasn't personal
Buffy Zanzibar (8:52:28 PM): not to me
"Evan/Nathan" (8:53:17 PM): yeah i believe you, i don't take these games personally and i understand not every decision is made on feelings
"Evan/Nathan" (8:53:23 PM): something seb doesnt understand...
Buffy Zanzibar (8:53:41 PM): I get that - you seem level-headed
Buffy Zanzibar (8:54:20 PM): and you also seem like the type of person who doesn't trust after they feel they have been betrayed and I know you feel you have been
Buffy Zanzibar (8:54:26 PM): but I knew you would never want her out
"Evan/Nathan" (8:54:57 PM): lol i dont get why everyone thinks we had a F2 and are sooooo close
"Evan/Nathan" (8:54:58 PM): but fine
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:17 PM): idk I guess because of all people she chose to share the safe into with it was you
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:25 PM): *info
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:38 PM): and idk just a feeling
"Evan/Nathan" (8:55:43 PM): well she knows i know how to keep my mouth shut
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:49 PM): lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:55:52 PM): I see that too
"Evan/Nathan" (8:56:05 PM): up until that point we definitely weren't aligned at all
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:16 PM): the sad thing is I really did want to work with you - I was honest about that
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:37 PM): up until the point of the power?
"Evan/Nathan" (8:56:52 PM): yeah up until the point when she let me in on everything
Buffy Zanzibar (8:56:57 PM): ah
"Evan/Nathan" (8:57:03 PM): we don't have the best past really
"Evan/Nathan" (8:57:10 PM): i was kind of surprised
Buffy Zanzibar (8:57:51 PM): I had no idea - it's such a guessing game trying to figure out who is close, who has a past, if that matters
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:24 PM): I never play like this - it is completely out of character for me to do something this risky lol
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:46 PM): in fact it took me all last night and all day to decide whether I would or not - I almost didn't
Buffy Zanzibar (8:58:56 PM): I didn't vote until the last possible minute
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:40 PM): idk it was a little crazy but if it worked then I felt like it would be a little more of an even playing field
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:44 PM): she rocks comps
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:51 PM): and good for her
"Evan/Nathan" (8:59:53 PM): well yeah at least you made things interesting
Buffy Zanzibar (8:59:57 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (8:59:58 PM): it was getting too easy
Buffy Zanzibar (9:00:23 PM): yeah well I'm sure it still will be lol
Buffy Zanzibar (9:02:09 PM): I'm bummed but he can yell at me all he wants - I'm okay with what I did and it's still just a game
Buffy Zanzibar (9:02:21 PM): at least if I'm out before jury I can avoid my usual #9 spot
"Evan/Nathan" (9:02:52 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:03:03 PM): way to look on the bright side
Buffy Zanzibar (9:03:07 PM): haha
Buffy Zanzibar (9:03:09 PM): well I try
Buffy Zanzibar (9:17:53 PM): so I hope this doesn't effect any relationship we may have outside this game - I was enjoying getting to know you
"Evan/Nathan" (9:18:08 PM): oh totally
Buffy Zanzibar (9:18:12 PM): cool
"Evan/Nathan" (9:18:13 PM): don't worry about that
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:09 PM): lol after the game you'll see my DR from last night - I was up hashing out and rehashing scenarios - I even made charts of what I thought could happen
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:18 PM): such an overthinker
Buffy Zanzibar (9:19:24 PM): so I decided to just go for it lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:27:08 PM): lol
"Evan/Nathan" (9:27:13 PM): i can overthink too
Buffy Zanzibar (9:28:19 PM): also I thought you and Sheila were questioning me anyway so I thought I was going to be out soon enough
Buffy Zanzibar (9:28:31 PM): I have to go watch idol results - ttyl
"Evan/Nathan" (9:28:49 PM): well i was a bit... but not to that degree
"Evan/Nathan" (9:28:59 PM): k, enjoy
Buffy Zanzibar (10:17:45 PM): care to tell me to what degree?
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:11 PM): i was just wary of you and chris being too close
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:19 PM): so like.. i would have tried to get him out
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:20 PM): not you
Buffy Zanzibar (10:18:33 PM): well I figured that with us hosting superiority that would be the assumption
"Evan/Nathan" (10:18:44 PM): and the fact that you told him everything
Buffy Zanzibar (10:19:10 PM): lol well Seb has a big mouth - but we knew that
"Evan/Nathan" (10:26:23 PM): i think you are the one with the big mouth lol...
"Evan/Nathan" (10:26:39 PM): and chris for that matter
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:41 PM):
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:10 PM): Touché
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:22 PM): stupid underlining
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:31 PM): and yeah I didn't think he'd tell seb
Buffy Zanzibar (10:29:49 PM): I actually didn't believe it at first
Buffy Zanzibar (10:30:18 PM): but obviously I have a big mouth since I am blathering on and on right now
"Evan/Nathan" (10:30:42 PM): it's okay
Buffy Zanzibar (10:30:52 PM): lol of course it is
Buffy Zanzibar (10:31:17 PM): it's more the wine talking
Buffy Zanzibar (10:31:23 PM): I needed it a lot tonight lol
"Evan/Nathan" (10:31:32 PM): hahaha atta girl
"Evan/Nathan" (10:40:34 PM): alright im gonna go to bed
"Evan/Nathan" (10:40:39 PM): cya laterr
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:47 PM): okay
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:50 PM): have a good night
Buffy Zanzibar (10:40:57 PM): and I hope you do bad in the pov
"Evan/Nathan" (10:41:05 PM): right back atcha
Buffy Zanzibar (10:41:08 PM): lol