Post by Sheila Kennedy on Apr 22, 2009 12:12:59 GMT -5
I am REALLY bad at confessionals in this game. I don't know why, maybe because it's going so fast, which I like.
ANYHOO! The HOH was such a MUST WIN I was freaking out before it was even posted. Then I saw it posted and it was BATTLESHIP and I threw a couple cuss words out there. I fucking HATE battleship. I would play it with my mom all the time when I was little and I'd only win because she'd make her board so I could see it. So I was like, WHATEVER I'm just gonna be out first. Then I see the matchups and Natalie and I are forced to face off in the first round, NOT GOOD. Then the winner of our match would just have to play Nathan if he won his match, DEFINITELY NOT GOOD. That meant the other side would definitely have a representative in the final match unless if Daniele actually tried, which is kinda laughable. So the first round matches are played out and I somehow beat Natalie because I got lucky, Nathan thankfully one, which meant one of us would be in the finals, and Sarah beat Daniele. I was suprised Daniele even played. (She did play, right?) Anyways, after Nathan's and Will's match, Natalie and Will got into an altercation which I still don't understand. I was just so annoyed that Natalie chose to attack Will AFTER the match was over when she felt all confident. She's always so STRONG AND MIGHTY when our side wins something but if we don't she's such a suck up and she just pisses me off. Anyways, Nathan and I squared off and I got lucky again. I think there was one point where I got like 8 hits in a row. So I ended up winning. I really wanted Sarah to win her matchup with Parker, because I fucking HATE Parker and if he won HOH I'd rip my heart out. But Parker beat Sarah, which meant I had to face him. I was sweating bullets all day, cause I knew if I lost that Nathan and I would be up which was Worst Case Scenario. The match arrived and I got lucky AGAIN. Yay luck! ;D
This week I wasn't sure if I just wanted to take a break from decimating the other side to get rid of Daniele, or just to get Parker or Will out. I told Sarah she was never going up so basically if any one of those three won veto, Daniele woulda been up. However, none of those three won veto, in fact, they all sucked hardcore. SURPRISE! God these people suck. It came down to Natalie and I for veto, and the final round and the tiebreaker rounds were so fast, I couldn't even see the numbers. I just sat there staring at them, while almost getting a seizure. It was horrid. Natalie messed up though which meant I won! YAY! If Natalie won she probably would have used veto. She was trying so hard to get Sarah up because her prize from the previous veto is SO DAMN POWERFUL! NO IT AINT DUMBASS!!! Natalie is on my last nerve. A couple days ago I woke up from a nap and had to deal with Natalie right off the bat being like "IM WITHDRAWING MYSELF FROM THE ALLIANCE" because apparently Nathan freaked out at her. Whatever, get over it. It sucks that my only hope of winning is against her because of the incident that happened earlier.
Anyways, with the veto I still wasn't sure what I wanted to do. Getting rid of Daniele would be extremely dangerous since she's our best hope of being the other side's target before we are, so if she's gone then I'm screwed even more than I am now. But I am just so goddamn SICK of her! She's not even trying. And the other 3 sorta are so I'd feel like a bitch taking one of them out. BUT! Neither Parker or Will even approached me asking for me to save them or to strike up a deal or anything. Instead, I just heard Parker saying to other people "I half expect her to use it". Uh huh, and why would you think that without talking to me once. Their lack of attempt to save themselves just makes them so pathetic so I just kept the noms the same. Screw them both. At least Will talked to me afterwards. He said he didn't want to say anything because he thought my mind was already made up and he didn't want to suck up. Ok whatever. Making a deal is not sucking up. But at least he told me he wanted to stay and asked for me to keep him if it was a tie. Parker is still being a dumbass mute. I hope he goes. Apparently Sarah said she wanted Parker to stay so it only makes sense for Nathan and I to vote out Parker since we want Sarah on our side now. So yeah, fingers crossed that Nathan and Natalie aren't lying and that Parker goes. I really don't see Natalie keeping Will though after their argument. She'd be an idiot to lie though since Nathan and I would just go after her, which means she'd have no one left.
ANYHOO! The HOH was such a MUST WIN I was freaking out before it was even posted. Then I saw it posted and it was BATTLESHIP and I threw a couple cuss words out there. I fucking HATE battleship. I would play it with my mom all the time when I was little and I'd only win because she'd make her board so I could see it. So I was like, WHATEVER I'm just gonna be out first. Then I see the matchups and Natalie and I are forced to face off in the first round, NOT GOOD. Then the winner of our match would just have to play Nathan if he won his match, DEFINITELY NOT GOOD. That meant the other side would definitely have a representative in the final match unless if Daniele actually tried, which is kinda laughable. So the first round matches are played out and I somehow beat Natalie because I got lucky, Nathan thankfully one, which meant one of us would be in the finals, and Sarah beat Daniele. I was suprised Daniele even played. (She did play, right?) Anyways, after Nathan's and Will's match, Natalie and Will got into an altercation which I still don't understand. I was just so annoyed that Natalie chose to attack Will AFTER the match was over when she felt all confident. She's always so STRONG AND MIGHTY when our side wins something but if we don't she's such a suck up and she just pisses me off. Anyways, Nathan and I squared off and I got lucky again. I think there was one point where I got like 8 hits in a row. So I ended up winning. I really wanted Sarah to win her matchup with Parker, because I fucking HATE Parker and if he won HOH I'd rip my heart out. But Parker beat Sarah, which meant I had to face him. I was sweating bullets all day, cause I knew if I lost that Nathan and I would be up which was Worst Case Scenario. The match arrived and I got lucky AGAIN. Yay luck! ;D
This week I wasn't sure if I just wanted to take a break from decimating the other side to get rid of Daniele, or just to get Parker or Will out. I told Sarah she was never going up so basically if any one of those three won veto, Daniele woulda been up. However, none of those three won veto, in fact, they all sucked hardcore. SURPRISE! God these people suck. It came down to Natalie and I for veto, and the final round and the tiebreaker rounds were so fast, I couldn't even see the numbers. I just sat there staring at them, while almost getting a seizure. It was horrid. Natalie messed up though which meant I won! YAY! If Natalie won she probably would have used veto. She was trying so hard to get Sarah up because her prize from the previous veto is SO DAMN POWERFUL! NO IT AINT DUMBASS!!! Natalie is on my last nerve. A couple days ago I woke up from a nap and had to deal with Natalie right off the bat being like "IM WITHDRAWING MYSELF FROM THE ALLIANCE" because apparently Nathan freaked out at her. Whatever, get over it. It sucks that my only hope of winning is against her because of the incident that happened earlier.
Anyways, with the veto I still wasn't sure what I wanted to do. Getting rid of Daniele would be extremely dangerous since she's our best hope of being the other side's target before we are, so if she's gone then I'm screwed even more than I am now. But I am just so goddamn SICK of her! She's not even trying. And the other 3 sorta are so I'd feel like a bitch taking one of them out. BUT! Neither Parker or Will even approached me asking for me to save them or to strike up a deal or anything. Instead, I just heard Parker saying to other people "I half expect her to use it". Uh huh, and why would you think that without talking to me once. Their lack of attempt to save themselves just makes them so pathetic so I just kept the noms the same. Screw them both. At least Will talked to me afterwards. He said he didn't want to say anything because he thought my mind was already made up and he didn't want to suck up. Ok whatever. Making a deal is not sucking up. But at least he told me he wanted to stay and asked for me to keep him if it was a tie. Parker is still being a dumbass mute. I hope he goes. Apparently Sarah said she wanted Parker to stay so it only makes sense for Nathan and I to vote out Parker since we want Sarah on our side now. So yeah, fingers crossed that Nathan and Natalie aren't lying and that Parker goes. I really don't see Natalie keeping Will though after their argument. She'd be an idiot to lie though since Nathan and I would just go after her, which means she'd have no one left.