Post by Sarah Hrejsa on Apr 23, 2009 23:38:22 GMT -5
Welllll another HOH that I lost. TBH I'm getting a little bummed with the game. Will's right, Sheila and Nathan are going to be final two. Sheila's going to drag Natalie with them at least 'till F4 and that means if Sheila or Nathan are HOH and Natalie can win POV I'm gone. That is assuming Sheila and Nathan want to take me to F3. Either way, it's all kind of what they want to do. I need to win something or I'm not going to be the one deciding my own fate in this game.
Will has thrown me under the bus to Sheila already. Telling her:
JDeanUT (10:44:55 PM): I think there are three people in this house who pose a threat to you winning this game, and I'm not one of them.
Well, it's not like I wasn't doing the same to him. I have him #3 on my loyalty order right now. Unfortunately, both of us kind of have to do what we can to get Nathan and/or Sheila to get rid of the other one before they get rid of us. Will also made some statements about Nathan:
"Will" (7:59:05 PM): I wouldn't put Nathan or you up
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:12 PM): not Nathan?
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:15 PM): why?
"Will" (7:59:19 PM): well, maybe as a replacement
"Will" (7:59:35 PM): but I made Nathan a promise the first week that he was HOH that I would repay the favor if I had the chance
"Will" (7:59:43 PM): I didn't know if would take me this freaking long to repay the favor
"Will" (7:59:44 PM): hehe
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:48 PM): the favor of not putting him up?
"Will" (7:59:53 PM): yeah, if he didn't put me up
Buffy Zanzibar (8:00:10 PM): oh
"Will" (8:00:22 PM): I think if I were to win HOH next week though, I would have to go back on it
"Will" (8:00:37 PM): It would be stupid to not put up him and Sheila
"Will" (8:01:02 PM): those two are final 2 right now, and someone needs to do something about it
Buffy Zanzibar (8:01:28 PM): well someone has to win haha
"Will" (8:01:32 PM): haha yeah
So...there you have it. I don't love being in the position I am. Two weeks ago I was ready to leave after my big move failed. One week ago I was happy to be getting back into Sheila and Nathan's good graces. This week...well I'm just feeling like a pathetic failure, lol. I can't win shit, I can't put up who I want. Not that I don't want Daniele out, but I need Seb out first. Then Dani can go. Why doesn't she just stop doing anything and get kicked off? That would be a better thing to do IMO than just doing enough to stick around and being carried through the game. Either you're in or you're out. You checked out mentally a long time ago, so why bother to MAKE us keep you?
Oh well, I'm not going to cry about it. It doesn't seem like I am going to go this round so I'll just have to deal with the possibility of having Seb as HOH next round - or the next.
Bottom line, you need to do something significant, Sarah, or you're going to blend right into the wallpaper, whether you get "taken" to the end or not. :-P
Will has thrown me under the bus to Sheila already. Telling her:
JDeanUT (10:44:55 PM): I think there are three people in this house who pose a threat to you winning this game, and I'm not one of them.
Well, it's not like I wasn't doing the same to him. I have him #3 on my loyalty order right now. Unfortunately, both of us kind of have to do what we can to get Nathan and/or Sheila to get rid of the other one before they get rid of us. Will also made some statements about Nathan:
"Will" (7:59:05 PM): I wouldn't put Nathan or you up
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:12 PM): not Nathan?
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:15 PM): why?
"Will" (7:59:19 PM): well, maybe as a replacement
"Will" (7:59:35 PM): but I made Nathan a promise the first week that he was HOH that I would repay the favor if I had the chance
"Will" (7:59:43 PM): I didn't know if would take me this freaking long to repay the favor
"Will" (7:59:44 PM): hehe
Buffy Zanzibar (7:59:48 PM): the favor of not putting him up?
"Will" (7:59:53 PM): yeah, if he didn't put me up
Buffy Zanzibar (8:00:10 PM): oh
"Will" (8:00:22 PM): I think if I were to win HOH next week though, I would have to go back on it
"Will" (8:00:37 PM): It would be stupid to not put up him and Sheila
"Will" (8:01:02 PM): those two are final 2 right now, and someone needs to do something about it
Buffy Zanzibar (8:01:28 PM): well someone has to win haha
"Will" (8:01:32 PM): haha yeah
So...there you have it. I don't love being in the position I am. Two weeks ago I was ready to leave after my big move failed. One week ago I was happy to be getting back into Sheila and Nathan's good graces. This week...well I'm just feeling like a pathetic failure, lol. I can't win shit, I can't put up who I want. Not that I don't want Daniele out, but I need Seb out first. Then Dani can go. Why doesn't she just stop doing anything and get kicked off? That would be a better thing to do IMO than just doing enough to stick around and being carried through the game. Either you're in or you're out. You checked out mentally a long time ago, so why bother to MAKE us keep you?
Oh well, I'm not going to cry about it. It doesn't seem like I am going to go this round so I'll just have to deal with the possibility of having Seb as HOH next round - or the next.
Bottom line, you need to do something significant, Sarah, or you're going to blend right into the wallpaper, whether you get "taken" to the end or not. :-P
