Episode 9

[Sheila Kennedy]

Natalie can seriously kiss my ass and go kill herself. I am so sick of her and I was so close to just putting her up last night. God I can't stand her anymore.

Anyways, I won HOH thanks to my amazing guessing abilities!! ;D I was seriously clueless about the ages and the number of extra pieces in the first veto and the total amount of time on the sliders yet I was so close on all of them. YAY ME! So I am the first person to win back-to-back HOHs and it feels good! FINAL FIVE!! Although I'm still paranoid that we haven't found out the contents of Nathan's mystery box and I'm scared it's going to fuck me over somehow. Oh well.

So when I won I was really unsure about my nominations. I want Daniele gone this week because she's worthless and I'm of her being dragged. But I am having a hard choice choosing between Will/Daniele or Will/Sarah. Will/Daniele would go up if I just didn't want to piss off the three people I liked the most. But Sarah/Will is more strategic since I'm scared Sarah will take off Will if she wins veto if she's not on the block, and then Natalie would go up and leave. So I really wanted time to think about it, and hear what other people say, and then Natalie had to be the biggest pain in the ass ever and was DEMANDING that I send in my noms so we could do the veto last night. One, I was tired and wanted to go to bed soon. Two, Sarah also said she was going to bed soon. And three, I didn't have my noms made up then. Yet she continued to bug so I had enough and flipped out on her and then just went to bed. I'm so sick of her for real. I don't even know why I care about Sarah vetoing Will to try and get Nat out since I dont give a fuck if Nat leaves besides the fact that my only shot at winning would probably be walking out the door. But whatever.

[Sheila Kennedy]

Soooooooooo 5 straight competition wins!! Fun fun!!! Hopefully I can just keep this up for the rest of the season.

Anyways, I obviously chose to save Sarah from the block and put up Daniele. I'm just so sick of her. She surprisingly gave a time that she could do the competition, and what does she do? Not show up. SHOCKER!!! I really hope she goes and if she doesn't, then ugh.

Will messaged me when he saw I vetoed Sarah and was like WOW THIS SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT YOUR GAME AND THE TYPE OF PLAYER YOU ARE IM SO IMPRESSED!!! Then he offered a "deal" if you can even call it that. I mean ugh.

JDeanUT: I could kiss you
Jamison7538: lol
JDeanUT: seriously, I think it shows a lot about you and the game youre playing
JDeanUT: I'm totally impressed
Jamison7538: thanks
Jamison7538: I just hope nathan and natalie actually follow through and vote her out
JDeanUT: I trust Nathan to vote Daniele out
JDeanUT: I was worried Ntalie would win and not use veto
Jamison7538: me too!
Jamison7538: when she was still in I was freaking out
JDeanUT: before this HOH, Natalie asked me who I would nom if I won
JDeanUT: and I said I would target Daniele
JDeanUT: and she went off on how stupid that would be
Jamison7538: she just wants someone easy to beat in the end
JDeanUT: yeah
JDeanUT: well, Sheila, I know you and I have not ever really been close, but I wonder if you'd consider making a deal with me
Jamison7538: what kinda deal?
JDeanUT: well
JDeanUT: I know I'm not going to win this game
JDeanUT: and that's fine
JDeanUT: but if you can get me into the final 4
JDeanUT: I will promise you my jury vote
Jamison7538: well I don't control everything lol
Jamison7538: but I'll do my best
JDeanUT: haha
JDeanUT: I know, but if you can just try
JDeanUT: all I want is final 4
JDeanUT: I'm not asking for much
JDeanUT: I know you have your alliances, and I know I'm not included in that
JDeanUT: but if you can help me just help me get to final 4
JDeanUT: I'd love you for it
Jamison7538: well it's hard for me to like guarantee anything since I just win comps and never control votes or anything, and who knows what will even happen next week but I'll see what I can do
JDeanUT: thanks
JDeanUT: I realize I suck in comps and all that, so really the only thing I have to offer is my jury vote
JDeanUT: and I'd be very happy to give it to you if you can help me out for final 4
JDeanUT: cause that is really my only goal in this game now
JDeanUT: after that, you can vote me out
JDeanUT: with no hard feelings

Gimme a break. He's making it sound like if he doesn't make final 4, he's going to blame it all on me and therefore make me pay for it if I make final 2. All I do is win comps!!! I don't control peoples votes!! Maybe he should win a comp himself instead of just relying on others to get him to the F4. Ideally I want my F4 to be Natalie, Nathan, Sarah, and myself. Sarah and Natalie will go after each other at F4 I would hope. Then if Nathan and I make final 3 with either one of them, I'd take Nathan. Although if Sarah somehow won final HOH I know she wouldn't take me, and I'm not sure Nathan would take me over Sarah. So Natalie in final 3 is definitely my best option.

As far as the next HOH goes, I'd love to win again. 3 in a row would be hawt, but if I can't win I'd like it to be Natalie since I'm automatically safe with her as HOH. Anyone else and I could see myself going since there are such small numbers now. Makes things nerve wracking.