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Post by Sarah Hrejsa on May 4, 2009 3:37:14 GMT -5
Not too happy with my computer right now. I could have gone 4 or 5 more hours but my internet went down, so if Nathan and Sheila go past my time of 5 hours 20 minutes I have to compete in part II.  I'm sure at least one of them will do it since they are both out of school and have all day tomorrow. Oh well, I tried.  |
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Post by Sarah Hrejsa on May 4, 2009 18:55:44 GMT -5
*bites nails waiting for results* I realllly don't want to have to go against Nathan or Sheila in part II. I'm hoping they didn't start early enough to pass my time...we'll see.  So, after all the dust is settled from that crazy, last minute eviction yesterday, I am wondering if I just slit my own throat. I mean, had I gone through with evicting Nathan, he would be upset, but I'm thinking Sheila might have been secretly happy that we were split up. I know she was a little paranoid that we were too close...I know that I have been paranoid of those two the whole game so I can understand how she feels. I seriously think I made a bad game move....but I was conflicted about voting Ev off and at the last minute I just couldn't do it. I had to talk to him first - I couldn't just blindside him, and I think I just let him talk me into keeping him. Is that lame or what? I mean I think I needed someone to tell me to keep him and so he was it, lol. Even Sheila didn't tell me to keep him. But in the process, now he has a good reason to vote me off should he win final HOH. I know perfectly well that he was partially playing me...I still couldn't vote him off. I just felt he deserved to be in the F3 and Will didn't. Nothing against Will - he's a really nice guy and I hope he doesn't hate me too much - but he didn't really do anything in this game. I couldn't give him a chance over Ev. *sigh* Despite all of this, I still want to go to the end. I am really hoping that my endurance time was enough and that I can get to part III against one of them. If that happens, at least I am giving myself a shot...and that's all I can ask for. |
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Post by Sarah Hrejsa on May 5, 2009 18:52:20 GMT -5
Sooooo in a few hours I'll either be out on my ass or in the final two. My feeling is if I don't win tonight I'll be out. It's what I've thought this whole time, though.
I tried to talk to Sheila last night to feel her out but she wasn't receptive to it. That tells me she will take Ev. But...no surprise. She will make a decision based on loyalty and she feels he has been more loyal to her than me - which is true. Or maybe she feels he deserves it more.
I told her if I won I was 50/50 on who I'd take even though I know she thinks I'd take Ev. She said that she did think that. I'm not allowing myself to think that far ahead. I just dont' want to envision something and then be out.
Kinda sad...but it's what I decided when I kept Ev over Will. Now I have to live with that.
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Post by Sarah Hrejsa on May 5, 2009 20:30:33 GMT -5
Well, no surprise. Sheila got her ultimate revenge and Sarah turned out to be a sap, lol. I really wanted to win this last HOH but it wasn't meant to be. I had an awesome time in this game. The hosting was incredible, the comps kicked my ass big time and the characters - well most were great. I met some great people, and I'm leaving with my head held high. No matter who thinks I made a dumb move. *sigh*
*Sarah waits for the handler to take her to the limo to ride to the jury house*...
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I'm sure at least one of them will do it since they are both out of school and have all day tomorrow. Oh well, I tried. 
